Release the Kraken

Interested?  If you are not a fan of my musings regarding music, probably should just move on.

It was in February of 2004, that I first was introduced to the Mormon Chorale.  I have frequently sung in Ward Choirs, and enjoyed it, but really didn't think much about my voice, (still don't).  People there made me feel at home,   I sang with them all the way through December of 2013, when I moved to Twin Falls. (okay, I did go home to sing with them twice since, including Messiah)  Larry and Alice Beebe especially made me feel at home, putting up with me, and my voice.

As a choir director, I have tried to adapt hymns to craft a certain feeling.  I frequently use the meter listing in the back of the hymnal, as well as pieces outside of the hymnal.  I have mentioned several in the past.  If you are looking for powerful hymns beautifully arranged, look no further than hymns.com   No, I am not a spokesperson for them, but would gladly do so.   So many, but personal favorites are Beautiful Savior, Loving Families, and Anthem of Christ.  The point being that too often I am searching to match music to words.

So fast forward to last night.  I was in Idaho Falls, at the Civic Center, as Michael McLean presented "Forgotten Carols".  This is the second time that I had been able to attend this presentation.  No surprises, of course. Well, I should say, no surprises in the performance.  Because there was a significant surprise to me.  I cried through much of it, mostly silent, in reverence for the moments.  If you are not familiar with the presentation, more information can be found here:  http://forgottencarols.com/   The premise is that each of us has a carol to sing.

We do, or rather, I should say, I do. I do.

This I know.  I have been sooooo frustrated with the fact that while I can put together pieces to APPROXIMATE the feeling I want, I have, at times, felt lacking.  A fault of mine, never the choir's. My problem is that I don't understand Music Theory.  I don't understand how notes together, I just know how they sound.  I can't begin to solve my problem without this knowledge.

Well, guess what?  One thing that I will have starting January is time.  I want to learn about music, the technical aspect.  More than likely, it will result in nothing.  No.  I will not have that attitude.  Being alone in Twin, I cannot begin to explain what music has meant to me.  God speaks to me through music.  Don't ask me to explain.  I can't here.  Hymns have come alive like never before.  I cry with joy for the love of our Father, and His Son.  I cry with anguish at the pain that the Savior suffered on my behalf.  Today, I cried during the Sacrament Hymn.  #193, I Stand All Amazed.

Stay tuned.  There is so much that I want to express, and hope that I am following the path that I need to do just that.

Any suggestions?  I am open to them.

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